Well, first of all I want to thank everyone for their support and wishing me good luck, you're all very kind and really nice friends

but I'm afraid I wasn't selected for the proyect concerning viruses and stuff (I guess it's for the sake and health of mankind), naah seriously, let's just say I'm not that great, mainly I guess it's because my life divided between art (it's not like waaaahhh I'm so cool at drawing) and science (i'm not a genius either) and some hellish family situation, and my own lameness! lol
Fortunately, my friend was selected, I'm really happy for her

I wished her the best, but she realized I was sad in part too, haha, so emo, so we talk like an hour or so, she told me to cheer up, not to close my mind and try to find another proyect that I'd like to work with. (the truth is i'm a stubborn person, it's kinda hard to change my mind when I really want something, you know. Why yes, I guess i'm much of a Resident Evil/prototype/biomega/bioshock fanboy so I wanted to close this stage of my life with a final work that represents what I like...well, that and the fact that viruses always like to faq everyone at their reach, so it's always good to study them, find vaccines and not just some random stuff. But I guess I'll have to work with my uncle's people and be bound to the Great Chain of my family... unless I manage to find something else.
Actually yeah, I feel frustrated haha, about being a half-assed artist and scientist, but it's my need to adapt to every situation that made me survive so far

so I gotta keep walking, gotta change my mind again, stalk more researchers til I find an available proyect and finish this.
Sorry that I only enter to write emo-journals and stuff, classes are okay so far, but a storm is coming, the proof is that I change to sleeping 8 hours to 5 hours because of some hard lab this week. I still check your deviations even if I don't comment! If you want me to comment just tell me.
Once again, thank you for all the support you're the bestest (because mispelling and broken english are phan 8D).